I’ll Be Back Soon!!!
I have so much to share and catch up on! Soon, my Darlings…soooon!
09/11/2011
21/10/2010
2:17
“To ♥ is to risk not being ♥ed in return. To hope is to risk pain. To try is to risk failure, but risk must be taken because the greatest hazard in life is to risk nothing.”
— unknown
2:13
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2:13
so I can’t sleep…sigh
He really is the most amazing man ever. I just recently realized that I’m questioning my life path, as I am turning *(((30)))* and I’ve had some serious issues because of it. I’m in my mother’s house, and I see that my children are growing up the way I was, and, to be quite honest, I am not OK with that. So I have lunch with my man today, and I was crying for the first 10 minutes. I felt so guilty that he was there and had to deal with it, and I said, “I’m SOOO sorry you have to take care of me during your lunch break.” You know what that man said? He said, “I’d take care of you my whole life.” I was shocked by the compassion he seems to have, although he says he wouldn’t care if the whole world exploded…he is, without a doubt, the sweetest man I know. He ALWAYS thinks I look beautiful, even when I know I don’t…he is perfect for me…why did he just now appear in my life??!!??
BTW, I am uploading a slideshow of pics from our trip, and we’ll be going to Charleston this weekend, so you’ll have lots to look at.
19/10/2010
18/10/2010
4:12
“Love is a temporary madness. It erupts like an earthquake and then subsides. And when it subsides you have to make a decision. You have to work out whether your roots have become so entwined together that it is inconceivable that you should ever part. Because this is what love is. Love is not breathlessness, it is not excitement, it is not the promulgation of promises of eternal passion. That is just being “in love” which any of us can convince ourselves we are. Love itself is what is left over when being in love has burned away, and this is both an art and a fortunate accident. Your mother and I had it, we had roots that grew towards each other underground, and when all the pretty blossoms had fallen from our branches we found that we were one tree and not two.”
— St. Augustine
17/10/2010
camping, digging around in junkyards, watching movies, stressing, ♥ing, living
So, I started this new thing…this “every weekend, we need to be doing *family* things” thing…and we’ve managed to keep that up, thus far…I am so fucking in ♥ with him…it’s ridiculous…I don’t know how else to describe it…it’s ridiculous and amazing…
I thought I would post some pics from our recent weekend adventures, and you can see the kids and how “real” our little family looks…but first, let me rant about the *other* men in my life…prepare yourself…I’m gonna be a rancid bitch for a moment…
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Of course, you miss me or think about me or are friends with me on Facebook or happened to see me for the first time in ten years…this is inevitable, correct? We exist on the same planet and I’m usually the one to leave and you’re usually the one to fuck up (not that I NEVER fuck up, I just do it when it ONLY affects me), so of course you will have some chance to bump into me…
Let’s just get some things straight:
1. If I “poke” you back on FB, it’s because it amuses me…that’s the ONLY reason. If you’re confused, consider it a fist to the teeth instead of a poke. K?
2. If you see me out, and you’re pretty sure I saw you, but I didn’t stop and talk or look in your direction, or sat on the other side of the DMV than you or said my name wasn’t Morgan or laughed in your face and walked away…then I really didn’t want to talk to you AT ALL. EVER. AND ESPECIALLY NOT RIGHT THEN. NEVER. NOT FOR THE REST OF ETERNITY. NOT IN THE NEXT LIFE OR ANY SUCCEEDING. EVER. NEVER. THE END. EVER.
3. If I do talk to you, I don’t want to talk about the past or how much better you would be now. I’m not interested. That’s why I walked away.
4. I don’t care about you or your problems with your GF or your wife or your kids. I really don’t. You think “I don’t really mean it” when I say I don’t care about you, but you are sorely disillusioned.
5. If I spawned with you and we happen to share a child, don’t give me shit. Don’t try to destroy my life. Don’t try to destroy my relationship. Don’t try to use the kids against me. That just makes you stupid and me angry.
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OK, dad, I know you were an alcoholic and it runs in our family, but I’m not. I’m having a glass of wine right now, and I’m not damaging my life. Just stop already. Making me feel like I have to hide a drink from you makes me feel like an alcoholic. Don’t do that.
OK, step-dad…it’s hard to say exactly what I think here, because you’re just driving me crazy in general. Don’t do that. When I’m crazy, Mom’s crazy, and you’re miserable. Save yourself some trouble. You’ll be much happier.
Son, I’m your MOM! Not your buddy, although you can always tell me anything…and I know you know that. My requests are not optional. Respect me. I will do the same for you. Don’t make me cry myself to sleep worrying about you. BEHAVE!!! Learn from my mistakes. I ♥ you, always and forever.
I think that’s it…I’ll post some pics for you…thanx for caring.
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